Mohsin Ali

What happens when you make a mistake and then you know there was everything in your control you could have done to stop it from happening and then you let it happen anyways.

I’ve been warned several times by various people not to put too much of my private thoughts up here. The way I looked at it I put stuff down that affected me or mattered to me and I’d suffer the consequences.

I’m suffering the consequences now!

I’ll be alright but gosh you learn from your mistakes… You really are your own worst enemy.

I’ll blame my mum… Why? Well because I inherited her honesty and her ability to let things bother you until you get it out or really keep it buried in or until you go insane :) I’ve kept things buried in all my life and now I’ve started to get it out and talking behind people’s back is not my style I do my best to confront the issue with whomever or whatever it may be.

I guess this is my outlet  for all types of things that I experience to get off my mind. I’m not afriad of them that’s why I put them up here and if you wanna talk about it your most welcome to. I would prefer it actually, it gives me a chance to talk about it more :)

God please forgive me for the mistakes I do but help me learn from them… I do love your style though I saw all the signs and didn’t act upon them but I wasn’t supposed to because someone was meant to find and they did and now I have to deal with… I saw it all coming but didn’t do anything to stop it… I love the way you work :)

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I had a conversation with a good friend of mine and she pointed something out to me that I hadn’t realized I was doing and gave me a huge shock. Body language is a very complicated thing and people give off different signals and vibes and energy (positive/negative) that people pick up on no matter how hard you try to hide them. There are people who you look up to or you have great respect for yet in a few words they could zap your energy and make you feel really lousy and the sad thing is they probably don’t even know they’re doing it.

I’ve realized it’s not people who are the problem no one person or persons can make you unhappy it’s only yourself that does it. In an average day the mind conjures up on average 300,000 thoughts a day try clearing that out. But imagine the things your mind creates from issues and dilemmas that happen in your life and prevent you moving forward or getting over traumatic experience or times of hurt.

It’s very dangerous when you have a thought of somebody in your head by judging what they look like, they’re body language or what they say in passing. You have an idea of what a person is like from how they act and when you see them at a gathering, party or wherever but you never really know a person you only see who they are and what they do at that moment. Instead what you should do is get to know the person and who they are.

I wish for no person to befall this feat…

Apologies to anyone I ever hurt

Uncategorized Regrets